Do I Cross Your Mind At All

Do I cross your mind at all
When the weather turns so cold at night
Are you waiting for answers I cannot give
As our souls wear thin inside
Was the pain worth it in the end
Your intentions have fallen apart
I would only have myself to blame
If I didn’t believe you loved me
You are the cancer in me
You are the answer to my disease
Never gone, never there
Can I surrender now my comfort
For a piece of the world I lost for you
Never cry; it never dies
Never live your lies
And to believe we died in shame
Do you believe that you have won this game
There is no memory now of the happiness
We shared once upon a time
So it goes, the story ends
This wounded heart will never mend
Cry, cry yourself to sleep
And dream of me tonight
No more, no less; this is for the best
My angel of death has now arrived
And I remember your voice in the dark
And I’ll remember your final goodbyes
No more questions have I to erase the pain
No turning back, no going on
No more trying to stay strong
I’m giving up, giving in
This was the game you had to win
All that was shared, all that was lost
You filled me up, you watched me fall
I still resist your memories
As we cry ourselves to sleep
Do I even cross your mind at all